It’s hard to believe yet another year has passed. Where does the time go? Why only yesterday I was thirty, right? I can dream can’t I?
As most of you know, my daughter, son-in-law, and grandbabies left at the end of September for a four-year stay in Germany. Yes, my heart is broken and yes, I have taken the time to throw myself a pity party, although quietly when I’m alone. I’m not one 
much for crying around others, doesn’t mean I don’t cry, I just prefer to let my pillow soak up my tears. I have to remind myself daily that God puts us where we need to be for His own purpose. I pray daily for the strength to face the loneliness that some days threatens to swallow me whole without them here. God has His purpose and I will endure.
I’ve traded my weekends of kisses and hugs, kickball, and playing make believe for weekends with my girlfriends. Of course, nothing can compare with, or take the place of, baby kisses and “I love you’s” that simply melt your heart. Okay, let me wipe the tears and I’ll continue.
Yes, I will be going to Germany. My plans are for May. I simply 
don’t believe I can withstand waiting any longer than that. I still can’t visualize little ole me in big ole Germany, but if that’s where God has chosen to plant my family then I will go. I suppose, I should have been more careful when I prayed for a little adventure in my life. Like my mom used to say, “Be careful what you pray for, you just might get it.” Actually, I’m looking forward to stepping out of my comfort zone and experiencing something foreign and new. I feel certain I will have stories galore when I return, so be forewarned.
January is also the month the writing course that I mentor for begins. I’m looking forward to renewing old friendships and making new ones. 
F2K is a free writing course hosted by Writers Village University. It’s a seven-week course designed for anyone looking to discover their writing talent, or for those looking to hone or rekindle their writing dreams. If you aspire to write, you might want to check it out by clicking the link above. We’d love to have you join us.
Between starting back to work next week, mentoring my writing group, and participating in my newest charity organization, Strong Southern Women, I should have no problems keeping myself occupied.
I would like to end my post today to ask for your prayers. Not only for myself, but also for all those who are hurting in so many ways in our country today. There are those who are losing their homes and jobs at such an astounding rate that it boggles the mind. There are those who are ailing and sick without the financial ability to get the medical treatment they so desperately need. If I were to win the lottery today, I’d most likely be broke before months end, because I could not help but hand it out hand over fist to help those less fortunate. However, since I do not see that happening I
can offer up my prayers and ask that others do the same. Although, there may be days when it seems God is far away, do not despair, for He is still there. It is we who must seek Him on our own behalf and on the behalf of others. Prayer is still a powerful tool regardless of what some may believe. I will not let those who wish to dismiss God as simply an old fashion value, lead me into their abyss.
PS:
I just heard from the kiddos and they are all bundled up sick, so please send up a prayer for their speedy recover while you’re praying.
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